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  Millions for

  a Song

  By André Vanasse

  Translated by Christelle Morelli

  and Susan Ouriou

  To Alexandre; for once, fiction beats reality.

  Too bad, isn’t it?

  To Papaul; whatever the name—Paradis, Paquin, or Patenaude—it all comes out the same.

  Warning: The events surrounding this story are a pure fabrication—in particular, the scenes concerning the bands The Box and U2. For those who might think otherwise, I hate to rain on your parade. U2 did not make a hit of “Live in the Dark.” However, since only a privileged few ever become international stars, I thought I could at least let the Quebec band Nexxtep dream the impossible, namely following in U2’s footsteps.

  Contents

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  three

  four

  five

  six

  seven

  The Birth of a Band

  one

  Whenever Bruno gets this excited, I can’t help it, he sucks me in too. Here he is, turning beet red, hopping up and down, dancing all over the place, flailing his arms around like a madman. You’d think he was part of some wild dance-off. What a weirdo! You’ll think it’s weird, too, when you find out what’s got Bruno all worked up. We’ve just listened to Blumine from Gustav Mahler’s Symphony No. 1 interpreted by Seiji Ozawa for the twelfth time in a row. That’s what’s got him so excited!

  I can hear you already. “Wait a sec, Alex, who’s Gustav Mahler?”

  Right, who’s ever heard of the guy? Trust Bruno Beaubien to go nuts over a musician no one else has ever heard of. At first, I did what you’d have done and asked as polite as could be, “D’ya mind taking two minutes to tell me who Goosed a Mallard is?”

  He didn’t so much as raise an eyebrow at my play on words. “A great nineteenth century Austrian musician, born in Kalisch, Bohemia. A disciple of Bruckner’s.”

  What kind of answer is that! I just about asked him for the guy’s birthdate or—why not?—the name of his first girlfriend. I didn’t though. Knowing what a stickler for detail Bruno is, I wouldn’t put it past him to have the answer. Sometimes I wonder why he keeps turning down invitations to join the other whiz kids on the quiz team.

  Anyway, back to Gustav Mahler. We listened to his music for almost two whole hours. He’s good. Really good actually.

  I like the guy. His music’s a bit on the romantic side, but it’s catchy in its unexpectedness. When you give yourself over to the music, it’s like floating underwater. A real pleasure. Kind of like listening to The Box actually. But let’s not exaggerate. No one beats The Box.

  I might as well come right out with it. I’ve listened to its former incarnation, Men Without Hats, and The Box for a lot longer than two hours at a time. I’ve even watched one of their DVDs at least a couple of hundred times. There’s no need to spell it out—I love that band. So you’ll understand why what happened last Tuesday blew my mind. I was walking down Rue Bernard with Bruno and Mélanie, heading for the Palimpseste ice cream shop, when I spotted—I swear it’s true—Jean-Marc, the band’s frontman and songwriter.

  The sight stopped me in my tracks. I couldn’t believe my eyes. Jean-Marc, standing right there in front of me. “It can’t be … that can’t be him.” I stared, my mouth open wide.

  Whenever I get emotional, all color drains out of me and I lose all ability to speak. People say I stay cool. They’re closer to the truth than they think. It’s like I turn to ice. I freeze. Just the opposite of Bruno. He turned bright red. I thought he’d explode. He was just as blown away as me, just as speechless. A good thing Mélanie was with us. That girl has guts. She marched right up to him and said, “Are you Jean-Marc from The Box?”

  He answered good-naturedly, “Yup, that’s me.”

  With a big smile, like it was no big deal, Mélanie said, “You won’t believe how excited my friends and I are to meet you. We’re huge fans of your band. You’re our idols. Would you like to have coffee with us?”

  He was as nice as I’d always imagined, “Why not? I’ve got some time to kill.”

  So we sat down at a table at the Palimpseste. Well, “sat down” might not be quite right. I definitely felt like I was floating. Jean-Marc, at our table! I could have kissed Mélanie, got down on my knee to her right then and there and asked her to marry me, I loved her so much.

  There was Jean-Marc, sitting across the table, talking to us as easy as can be. Relaxed. Like he was happy to shoot the breeze with us. We bombarded him with questions. We wanted to know everything. He took his time answering, listened closely to what we had to say. When we told him we’d just formed our own band, Nexxtep, and that we, too, wanted to make and record hit songs, he didn’t scoff at us the way some might.

  He encouraged us instead. Just when he was about to leave—he had an appointment to go to—he sounded a note of caution. I don’t know why, but he said, “Be careful. This business is full of sharks just waiting for an opportunity to eat you alive. And watch out for parasites.”

  I have to admit we weren’t too worried at the time. Who did we have to watch out for since there were only the four of us in the band and we were all equals?

  Our understanding is clear. Mélanie’s our singer and does some basic electric guitar. Bruno’s the actual guitarist and Jean-François plays the drums. Me, I’m on the electric bass. As for the songs, we write them together. Once a song’s finished, I enter it on my dad’s computer.

  We never fight. I can be a bit too bossy sometimes. I tend to like to be in charge, but that’s just me. The others know that about me and accept it (not without some grumbling!). Anyway, I’m not about to change anytime soon. So they might as well take me as I am. Something they do on the whole, only ganging up on me every once in a while to even the score. Whenever that happens, I just keep my mouth shut. It’s all part of the game. I keep quiet till the storm has passed, then take hold of the rudder again! You need to know what cards to play and when.

  We’ve been rehearsing regularly for the past six months. It was slow going at first. We had to write and rewrite the songs line by line, figure out the melodies, rework them time and again, only to end up with less than stellar results sometimes. When that happened, we had to redo either the lyrics or the music again.

  It wasn’t easy. Sometimes, we were fed up. But that’s all part of a musician’s job. You’ve gotta learn. As my dad always says in his teacher voice, “If at first you don’t succeed …”

  My dad teaches literature to college students. Worse yet, my mom teaches junior high French language arts in a fancy girls school. We had a huge fight when I decided to write songs in English for my band. Man oh man, did I ever get a lecture on the French songwriting tradition!

  “You should listen to Yves Duteuil. You’ll hear some great tunes.” My dad started humming “La langue de chez nous.”

  The song’s not bad. Some good songwriting, for sure, but it gets a bit too preachy about the French language. Not that that’s the problem. The problem is it’s not my style, and I don’t feel like imitating Duteuil. That’s exactly what I told my dad. “What can I say, Dad—French songs just don’t do it for me. Rock’s more my thing.”

  My dad doesn’t get why we like English so much. He thinks we’re bowing to American culture. He claims we’ve got all the tools we need to come up with our own songs in French. Hit songs! “Why get all worked up over rock and its beginnings: Elvis Presley, Fats Domino, The Everly Brothers, Little Richard, and tutti quanti?” (His favorite expression.) “Why go back to the days of the Hudson Hornet and Buick Roadmaster, chrome cars a
nd Brylcreem, when you could create songs in Quebec’s here and now and be even more successful?”

  Confronted with my silence, he continued, “You’ve got to know, Alex, you’ll never measure up to the American stars. You’ll never manage a fraction of their success. Multinationals dominate the global market. In their eyes, you’re just specks of dust to be swept under the rug before anyone catches sight of you. You’re wasting your time, Alex, especially when you could be promoting our own culture and writing in French.”

  What could I say? I just thought to myself, You may be right, Dad, but who knows, we could become international stars one day instead. Why not? It just takes talent, hard work and a bit of luck …we can do it.

  Despite our arguments over English, my parents agreed to let our band practise in the basement. But it took a whole round of negotiations with my mom to get their permission. My mom is nothing like the supple reed in La Fontaine’s fable. No way José! She’s about as pliable as a steel rod. I tried everything: threats, blackmail, charm. She did give in finally, probably out of sheer exhaustion, but not without saying, “At five o’clock on the dot, mind, five o’clock, I want silence to reign in this house. On that one condition only. If not, the deal is off.”

  It’s not so bad really. That gives us all afternoon to rehearse while my parents are out shopping. The problem, though, is getting everyone together at the appointed hour. Especially Mélanie who’s been known to sleep for twenty-four hours straight if no one wakes her up. Getting up at three on a Saturday afternoon is completely normal for her.

  Actually, that’s not true, it’s not the norm. She wakes up at a relatively decent hour because her mom forces her to. Otherwise, she’d sleep till … till next week. I kid you not!

  Her mom was as cut and dried as mine. She wants no part of having to wake up Mélanie for us. She claims Mélanie won’t get up in time and doesn’t want to be the one who has to worry about it. “You’ll have to come yourself, Alex. I’m throwing in the towel without even trying. And don’t bother just phoning. She’ll answer, but I swear she’ll still be sound asleep talking to you. As soon as she hangs up, she’ll close her eyes and head back to dreamland. I’m the one who has to drag her out of bed every weekday—there’s no way I’m going to do that on Saturdays, too.”

  That’s fine by me. Especially since Mélanie’s easy on the eyes. Her beauty is “indiscriminate.” What I mean is this: knockout eyes, teeth, lips, breasts, or legs aren’t what make Mélanie beautiful. It’s that, all together, everything just works.

  When I think about it, her kind of beauty’s a lot less in your face than some of her friends with their stunning eyes, lips, figures, or whatever. Mélanie’s beauty is all-encompassing. You don’t really notice at first, but as soon as a guy spends any length of time with his eyes on her, he’s a goner. Like a fly in a spider’s web. It’s fatal.

  Not to give the wrong idea, I want to be clear here. There’s nothing but friendship between Mélanie and me. In the beginning, we were head over heels! Like the other guys, I fell for her. Hard. Really hard in fact. For a whole two weeks. But it didn’t take long for the two of us to realize we weren’t meant to be a couple.

  She likes to flirt too much to be stuck with just one guy. What can I say? As soon as she spots new prey, she’s compelled to weave her web around him.

  I’m too possessive for that. If I’m dating a girl, I don’t want her looking at other guys. Plus, on top of it all, I’m a bit like her. I, too, like to flirt, play the seduction game. So we decided to call it quits.

  The great part is that instead of getting into a huff and having a falling-out, we became the best of friends. There are no two ways about it, I love her like a sister. One day, Mélanie confessed, “You’re the only person I can tell my deepest, darkest secrets to. I don’t know why, but I trust you absolutely. I know you’ll never repeat anything I say in confidence. Ever. Certainly not my biggest secret. I’ve never doubted you for a second.”

  She’s right. I would never reveal any of her secrets. That would be too awful. If I did, I’d feel like a traitor, a jerk.

  That’s probably why I understand her so well. The way she acts around guys and all. Her need to be charming at all costs. Her string of heartbreaks. Her certainty, every time, that this is the one, her true love. Then her disappointment a couple of weeks later.

  Every time there’s a breakup with her most recent boyfriend, she tracks me down and cries on my shoulder, her face buried in the crook of my neck. I say nothing. I let her cry her heart out. I stroke her hair, sweet-smelling like her skin. Finally, I say, “Forget about him. He wasn’t worth it anyway. He could never have understood you ...”

  Mélanie is unhappy. I hope I’m wrong, but I’m afraid she’ll always be that way. All because of what happened to her in her childhood that she can’t forget.

  Sometimes I hate adults. They’re blind to the hurt they cause. All they think about is themselves, what makes them happy. Kids have no say in it. They’re supposed to shut up and take whatever comes. Their lives can be totally shattered, but it doesn’t matter as long as the adults get what they want.

  I’d better get back to Mélanie’s trouble waking up because if I start thinking about the way kids can be ping-ponged back and forth between their mom and dad, I’ll never stop.

  So I agreed to be the one to wake Mélanie. I’m much more successful at it than her mom. Which only makes sense. No matter how deeply Mélanie’s sleeping, she still knows that I’m the one in her room and she can’t resist her need to be seductive.

  That changes the whole dynamic. The charm’s turned on the minute she senses I’m there. She starts striking poses, innocent-like, all the while pretending to be fast asleep. After a while, I say, “Okay, Mélanie, the show’s over. Your charm doesn’t work on me because I know all your tricks. They have no effect.”

  She pretends not to have any idea what I’m talking about, then after a few seconds exclaims indignantly, “Where do you get off? Me, want to seduce you? Who do you think you are? You don’t interest me in the least!”

  “Who do I think I am? I’m the guy who can resist any number of lame enticements.”

  Bingo. A bull’s eye. She retaliates. A flying pillow, a stuffed teddy bear, another pillow right to the face. I’m being pelted. I don’t budge. I wait for the ammunition to run out; then, when I know I’ve got the upper hand, I put her in a judo hold and wring out a few answers. “Admit you’re the best singer in Quebec.”

  “I admit it.”

  “The prettiest, too.”

  “That, too.”

  “That, thanks to you, Nexxtep’s on the road to international fame.”

  “Obviously!”

  “That as the star of the best band in the world, you’re only too glad to hop out of bed and come rehearse with us today.”

  “Can’t do it! No way! I want to sleep!”

  It’s in the bag now. Flattery got me everywhere. Praise gets her to open her eyes like nothing else. I’ve seen it in action. All it takes are a few sweet nothings whispered into her ear for our Sleeping Beauty to emerge from slumber. She does a cat stretch, watching herself in the mirror the whole while. Such a star! Conscious of her every move.

  Once she’s awake and in good spirits, it’s time for me to go. But at the last second with the door already open, I make sure to add nonchalantly, “I expect to see you there in an hour. Not a minute more. If you miss rehearsal, we’ll find a replacement. Hmmm … remember Isabelle Gourd? In Grade 11 at Paul-Gérin-Lajoie? She’s great, and what a gorgeous voice!”

  I’ve won.

  Mélanie’s eyes are shooting sparks.

  She’ll be there within the hour.

  I’d stake my life on it.

  The Limelight

  two

  Yippee, it’s official! We’re on our way to stardom. I’ve just landed our first contract. Here it
is, signed and sealed. Believe it or not, Nexxtep is going to perform at Brébeuf on November 6th.

  Thrilled, I lay out the details for the band. “A hall just for us! The organizing committee’s planning to put posters everywhere. As of today, good-bye anonymity. People will be begging for our autographs. We’ll have to wear sunglasses so no one can recognize us. I’m telling you, our show’s gonna be fantastic. Unforgettable. Fame. Celebrity. The best of the best …”

  Silence.

  “What’s wrong, has the cat got your tongues? Don’t just sit there staring, your mouths open, like this is no big deal. Aren’t you excited? Did you expect to be booked into the Bell Centre or something?”

  All three of them are still staring at me, too surprised to speak. Most of all, they can’t believe I waited till Saturday to share the good news when the contract was signed on Tuesday.

  Then comes the explosion, shouts, questions. I’m bombarded. Are we really playing at Brébeuf? Soon to be packing in the crowds at other venues? Making a name for ourselves? Becoming huge stars?

  They go berserk. Mélanie gives me a giant bear hug. Bruno throws himself at me. Even the usually stone-faced Jean-François starts to yell. It’s mass hysteria. We roll around on the floor, smack each other. If this keeps up, we’re going to break a few ribs.

  Finally, spent, we start laughing like crazy. Our first show! At Brébeuf! It’s unbelievable, someone must have made a mistake, maybe the promoters are having a little fun at our expense. But I shake my head. The truth is here in black and white. There’s no room for doubt.

  After the explosion, panic sets in. We all start picturing what it’ll be like up on stage. We all start shaking. With good reason. This is serious stuff.

  “The way I see it, we’ve got no time to lose. As of today, we’ve got to act like professionals. Now that we’ll actually have an audience, we have to live up to the hype. We’ve got to deliver. Otherwise …”